Pray

My 1st paper will held on this Thursday, but I cant concentrate on my study.
keep thinking something non-sense, doing some stupid things. and drunk.
focus,focus and focus.
I need you. please come back.

heavenly father, thanks for loving me so much and gave me a chance to know you, to be your daughter.Oh Lord, please forgive me cause always do something that you don't like. Lord, please strengthen my heart to face all the difficulties. Father, now final exam is coming, please take care

for those who taking for their exam, take care of their health. and grant all of us a wisdom. Lord, I cant concentrate on my study, I pray I can focus on my study. pray in jesus precious name, AMEN.

A friend

Lost a nice friend like you
When I feel unhappy, nobody will comfort me like you
You gave me a lot of advice, ideas
sometimes, you also will told me what to do on the next steps.
when I done some stupid things, you would not scold me
but, you will ask me don't do that again.

you leave us 8 months already
how are you in the another place???

小心

这篇文章我是帮一位朋友（helen)写的,她太忙了，所以我代劳她。

话说早在两个星期前的星期五晚上，
我班的同学--Paul说他很闷，问我要不要喝茶，还说会问helen他们。
反正我也无所事事，也没心情prepare VIVA's speech,就答应他，
还叫他别那么早，因我还在吃晚餐。

哪知他们不久就到达了，还在我家前吓我。
真是无聊透顶。
他们在我家捣乱一会就一起下去mamak stall喝茶，吹水了。

不知怎样，当我们聊到Paul最讨厌的national service时，
Helen就说在camp的情形，而Paul的反应也很大.
为什么？？？
请看below的对话。

Helen: 在那个ns camp hor,女生很危险咧。男生可以跑去女生的khemah，因为没有围
pagar.所以男生能跑去 molest女生。

Paul: 真的吗？？？（眼睛睁大大，还流口水）

由此可见，Paul真的很咸色。
各位亲爱的朋友们，请离Paul远一点。

I thought

I thought I can let go all the sadness
but I still keep all the sadness as well
I thought I can be strong
but I'm weak
I thought I can give all my burden for you
but I still bear of it

Thousand of questions in my mind, can you uphold me???

I LOVE YOU