Life is full of challenges

感想篇

2010-05-17T18:04:00.002+08:00

已有一段很长的时间没更新blog了，
灰尘已堆了几层厚。
半年了，这半年，
经历了很多很多，
从甜蜜，快乐，幸福，
到伤心，失望，绝望，
直到现在的宁静。

每次看到这个blog,
想写些什么，但最后还是作罢。
因为不想去回忆，回想。
只是孤独地在一边慢慢舔舐着伤口。

还以为需要很久的时间去放下他，
但原来并不需要很久的时间，
远远比我想像中来得快，
当然，这是因为有我爱的你们给我支持与鼓励。

有一段时间，不敢看回blog,
尤其是属于我和他的部落格，
我怕我会崩溃，
我会想说，怎么一个说爱我的人，
竟然会对我如次地惨忍。

但，我学到珍惜。
珍惜和你爱的人一起的时光，
一起共度的患难。
这一些，都是你和他/她的回忆。

除次之外，我也学到两个字，
那就是背叛。
我了解被人背叛的感觉，
所以，我也会告诫自己，
别背叛你的另一半。
爱你的，绝不会背叛你。

在分开过后，
每个人都会说，
忘了他吧。
可是，对我而言，
这哪能说忘就忘呢？
总不能说忘就忘吧???

我都告诉自己想起什么就继续想，
不会刻意忘记，
就算心里难过也无所谓，
要让它自然淡忘。

或许，有一天，
当我想起他时，
我会难过，
但不是说我还爱着他，
只是我已选择放下，
而那一段回忆还是属于我和他共有的回忆。
有些东西，有些事，总会刻在我们心中吧。
既然都不能消除，
那何不坦然地接受和面对呢？

最近，有几个朋友在爱情里面对失败，
安慰的话我也不多说，
我相信你们也懂那道理，
只是你们需要时间去消化，
去适应只有一个人的生活。
没什么是熬不过去的，
只要你肯坚持，
那必然成功。

加油吧!!!!!

给你- 特别的你

2009-11-22T16:53:00.003+08:00

这一篇想写给你，给我认为最特别的你。
因为一些缘由，认识你。
谢谢你陪我渡过一段时间。
静静地听我诉苦，陪我聊天，
还有帮我加油打气，
甚至还会抽空在你午餐时间spot check我，
看我有没有吃。

我们好久没联络了，不知道你如何呢？
过得好不好？？？
但我希望你一切安好，事业顺利。
不管如何，我永远都会记得你

加油，我的朋友

what do guys like you for???

2009-09-28T01:11:00.001+08:00

You are a natural, beautiful girl and you need to embrace it..you have sweet innocent lips they guys would kill for..vivid eyes..soft skin..and a loving and caring nature. You are beautiful inside and out.. so hun, live it up and be kind to your loved one..cause baby, you have the looks and love the guys want to hold and charish forever and ever and ever and ever...

A Crazy Saturday Night

2009-09-13T10:46:00.002+08:00

Have a crazy night on saturday

Can't imagine that I was damn crazy

It never happen before

And in the end, got a guy talk with me.

what he talk about???

haha....secret

To my all dear friends, thanks for take care of me all the night. and sorry to make you guys in trouble.paiseh....

I'm belong to you

2009-08-30T23:36:00.001+08:00

After graduated, I found that I never even close with you

Even my mind keep calling me have to close or connect with you

But, I refuse to do this

Keep and keep ignore you

I keep escape

I don’t know why I will have this kind of action

Sometime, I will think that you don’t love me and care me anymore

However, I know the fact is you still love me

For sure, I know I belong to you

And I want to lay down myself soon and let you control all my life

我的爱情观

2009-07-26T14:31:00.001+08:00

啤梨：猶豫／自信不足

自信心不足，不論做事或談情都處處顯得猶豫不決，既怕自己不夠好，也對對方沒有信心，最後令到對方望而卻步。在你眼中的愛情世界，天長地久是沒有可能的，因為你會覺得這個世界中，每一個人，每一天都會改變，就算一刻兩人互相有愛火，那隻不過是一瞬間的事，有許多環境因素或人為因素，都會令到雙方感情告終；不過有機會遇上一個自己喜歡的人，啤梨那全心全意投入的表情，卻也是無人能及。與啤梨拍拖秘訣：要令啤梨對伴侶充滿信心，相信時間是最好的方法，因為只有時間，才能證明到兩人的愛情是否經得起考驗，而耐性也是不可欠缺的。

Pretty confident

2009-07-26T14:23:00.001+08:00

Just now played the quiz at facebook.
It's about how confident are you.
My result is pretty confident.
wahaha...Wish that I really pretty confident

This is the answer:

You were the person the town went to for a sickness. You were very good at your profession and a humanitarian first. Some people felt secure in your capabilities, and others feared what they believed to be magical powers. Although science was not up to date with your abilities, you were able to save many lives. You traveled to your patients, and if they didn't have the money, you kindly took a rain check.

crying

2009-07-16T00:14:00.003+08:00

keep crying this few days
I think this kind of action sure make you guys worry about me
but I Can't control myself
tears will drop from my eyes

oh lord, please strengthen my heart
my heart is broken now

did I make a right choice?

2009-07-13T23:42:00.003+08:00

12th of July
I reached to SG
I don't know whether this place suit for me or not?
I don't know I will stay at this place for how long?
half year?1 year or 2 years??Or I won't come back to Malaysia again?
I don't know
I cant see what is my future

I was confuse
Did I make a right decision???
reject another offers and come to work at SG
Am I make a wrong decision???
Arrrr....I don't know la
I wish that i can be faster get used the life at SG
if not, I will be miss the KL life so much

actually now i really miss the Kl life
miss my friends

let it go

2009-06-08T03:09:00.005+08:00

I think there would not have any miracle will happen between you and me
I should not trust on you

It's the time to let it go
let it be

go back to the time that I did not meet you
A new life is begin

Miss u

2009-05-20T15:51:00.002+08:00

Recently don't know why I will keep thinking of you.
Thousand of you in my mind.
Really miss you much.
But, I know that maybe you did not miss me
cause you're busy for your career.
Just realize that we seldom can chat with each other
because we are in different area,
then u really put more effort or concentrate in your career.

Sometimes,
I will feel that you are not take care abt me.
maybe you are not,
maybe is me think too much.
don't know, I really don't know.
I don't know what can I do.

Sometimes,
I hope you can comfort me when I feel sad or
when I feel stress.
but the answer that u give me always make me disappointed.
you always give me cool answers.
maybe u Don't know how to comfort people.
Or, maybe u don't wanna me rely on u,wanna me be independent.
sigh, I really don't know.
I cant understand ur mind

Discover Your Name Number

2009-05-18T14:26:00.002+08:00

The Name Number is : 2

This is the mediator and peace-lover. The number two indicates the desire for harmony. It is a gentle, considerate, and sensitive vibration. Ruled by the Moon.

Keywords:
diplomatic, warm, peaceful, sensitive. If expressed negatively: too dependent, manipulative, passive-aggressive.

As lovers:
Number Twos will bend over backwards to keep a relationship running smoothly. They offer emotional security to their lovers. The number two is associated with the Moon and, since the Moon rules Cancer in astrology, is similar to the Cancer vibration.

heart open

2009-05-18T02:56:00.002+08:00

Time has come... its your turn to find love.
You are ready for a relationship.
With a heart as open as yours..
life is ready to take you in.
This means that your mind is in sync with your heart.
This isn't an easy task..
it takes growth, strength and true happiness in yourself.
You have found that right balance
and
have the ability to share that love with other people,
especially in a relationship.
Take a chance
and
use those smarts to connect with the right person.
You deserve to be happy!

miss you guys

2009-05-02T22:07:00.003+08:00

still left 2 papers to go
means that gonna to leave you guys soon
I think is just around left 1 more week

ya,really not willing to leave you guys
will miss you guys
miss the time we hang out, sing k, tease each other,
yam cha time and help each others to celebrate birthday
still have many many sweet memories

when the time is reach,
don't know whether I will hug you guys and cry or not???

wish that all of us will gather again in the future

Pray

2009-04-27T20:58:00.002+08:00

My 1st paper will held on this Thursday, but I cant concentrate on my study.
keep thinking something non-sense, doing some stupid things. and drunk.
focus,focus and focus.
I need you. please come back.

heavenly father, thanks for loving me so much and gave me a chance to know you, to be your daughter.Oh Lord, please forgive me cause always do something that you don't like. Lord, please strengthen my heart to face all the difficulties. Father, now final exam is coming, please take care

for those who taking for their exam, take care of their health. and grant all of us a wisdom. Lord, I cant concentrate on my study, I pray I can focus on my study. pray in jesus precious name, AMEN.

A friend

2009-04-26T18:41:00.003+08:00

Lost a nice friend like you
When I feel unhappy, nobody will comfort me like you
You gave me a lot of advice, ideas
sometimes, you also will told me what to do on the next steps.
when I done some stupid things, you would not scold me
but, you will ask me don't do that again.

you leave us 8 months already
how are you in the another place???

小心

2009-04-06T21:50:00.004+08:00

这篇文章我是帮一位朋友（helen)写的,她太忙了，所以我代劳她。

话说早在两个星期前的星期五晚上，
我班的同学--Paul说他很闷，问我要不要喝茶，还说会问helen他们。
反正我也无所事事，也没心情prepare VIVA's speech,就答应他，
还叫他别那么早，因我还在吃晚餐。

哪知他们不久就到达了，还在我家前吓我。
真是无聊透顶。
他们在我家捣乱一会就一起下去mamak stall喝茶，吹水了。

不知怎样，当我们聊到Paul最讨厌的national service时，
Helen就说在camp的情形，而Paul的反应也很大.
为什么？？？
请看below的对话。

Helen: 在那个ns camp hor,女生很危险咧。男生可以跑去女生的khemah，因为没有围
pagar.所以男生能跑去 molest女生。

Paul: 真的吗？？？（眼睛睁大大，还流口水）

由此可见，Paul真的很咸色。
各位亲爱的朋友们，请离Paul远一点。

I thought

2009-04-03T03:09:00.003+08:00

I thought I can let go all the sadness
but I still keep all the sadness as well
I thought I can be strong
but I'm weak
I thought I can give all my burden for you
but I still bear of it

Thousand of questions in my mind, can you uphold me???

I LOVE YOU

失恋的伤痛多久才痊愈？？？

2009-03-31T01:13:00.001+08:00

其實不是玻璃沒裂，
而是你在心裡保持它的完整，
不希望它破。
這樣你的，失戀後非常不容易走出他的陰影，
出了門也盡可能地在路人甲、乙、丙中，搜尋和他相似的身影。
你要完全走出失戀的傷痕，需要很長時間，
至少一年，甚至更久呢﹗
人是不能一直活在回憶當中的，
奉勸你一定要拿出勇氣來擺脫它，迎接新的生活，
否則，
下一段更好的戀情可是不會到來的唷﹗

Done

2009-03-31T00:51:00.002+08:00

finally done my VIVA presentation
no more presentation and assignment in my degree
and gonna end my uni life
anyway,I will treasure the time with my classmates
all the best for those who are gonna to present

left 3 hours

2009-03-30T12:26:00.003+08:00

still have 3 hours
I will have my VIVA presentation
nervous and scare
hope everything will be smooth and have a wonderful presentation
jia you for me and all my group members
wish all of us all the best
same with katie's group

I am a sweety girly???Am I???

2009-03-27T19:11:00.002+08:00

Just now play a quiz at facebook. This is the result.

you are the extreme opposite to an action woman: you are sweet, you love pink and glitter. Everyone who sees you sees a totally and perfect styled little girl - daddy's little girl maybe.
Boys are drawn to you automatically. But they have no respect. They play with you.
It's hard for you to find a boy who is willing to risk a serious relationship.
You have a lot of friends, but most of them are girls just like you.
You also have a lot of shallow contacts. Maybe you are very dependent on your parents.
You are always so squeaky and happy and lovely when others are near - but that's only a mask.
A mask that covers all your sadness, desperation and self-doubt.
One day you will make someone very happy, but until then you have to learn to love yourself and be the person you are supposed to be.

the result accurate not?

Deeply in love

2009-03-24T17:02:00.000+08:00

Recently like to listen this song. repeat and repeat again. like the meaning of the song.touching....

Deeply In Love

In my life

You`ve hear me say I love you

How do I show you it`s true

hear my heart, it longs for more of you..

I`ve fallen deeply in love with you..

You have stolen my heart

I`m captivated by you

Never will you and I part

I`ve fallen deeply in love with you

You and I, together for ever

Nothing can, stand in the way

My love for you, grows stronger each new day.

I`ve fallen deeply in love with you

You have stolen my heart

I`m captivated by you

Never will you and I part

I`ve fallen deeply in love with you

You have stolen my heart

I`m captivated by you

Never will you and I part

I`ve fallen deeply in love with you

Don't forsake me

2009-03-24T16:50:00.000+08:00

Oh Lord, you have gave us a promise that you won't forsake us if we want you.
yeah,please stay with me.
your daughter is looking for you.
I'm here.

sigh

2009-03-23T19:57:00.000+08:00

why I haven't recover yet?
why I still feel painful and itchy?
why suddenly i will get this kind of skin disease?
when I just can recover?
thousand of questions in my minds,I keep asking myself, is it a punishment that god gave me?
I really don't know,no idea at all.

Suffering....

2009-03-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

at first,I thought my skin is sensitive.
who know I was so serious and have to get the injection.
I never get this kind of skin disease name 'nu pi xian'.
almost my whole body.
It make me feel itchy and painful. I really suffer of that.
until now I haven't recover yet.
my mood was down.
these few days the activities that I had is sleep,eat, take medicine and of course I didn't forget to put some cream on my body.
I also do not reply my frens' sms and even pick up their calls.(really did not have any mood)
my dear friends, I'm sorry for that.pls forgive me ya.
sigh...when I just can get recover?
wait... wait...wait....

First post

2009-03-22T16:36:00.000+08:00

因某些原因，决定把我的部落格搬来这里。
看完blog,别忘了留言哦。